18/25 edits of Luhan until his birthday~ ♥
it’s almost luhan’s birthday and i’m not sure if i want to write another ode or try for a sonnet (or anything at all). i haven’t decided yet. we’ll see how it goes. i feel overly moves by lulu recently and i want to write something prosaic, indulgent, and convoluted.
D-4 to Luhan’s Birthday: Reasons why Luhan is the Perfect Bias (for me)
how he tries to be strong: “i was holding back my tears, because real men seldom cry.” even when he’s experiencing overwhelming feelings himself, he always does his best to try and hold it back and comfort the others instead, being the strong one so that the others will have someone to lean on. he has a tender heart, and i really want to tell him that it’s okay to cry and let his feelings out sometimes, that it doesn’t make him weak, and that he should also depend on others more like others depend on him. ;o;